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Apr. 10th, 2006 12:33 pmI didn't get to sleep.
I got to cat-nap for three and a half hours, dozing off for a few minutes at a time and then jerking awake to look at the clock, realize that it had only been a few minutes since the last time, only to doze off again.
I'm so tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired.
I'm supposed to do this thing...*gestures oh-so meaningfully*...for Christian Ed. Like, teach my peers. About like, philosophy of language and how that relates to theology. For twenty minutes. In front of my professor. While being videotaped.
I am so fucked.
Even if I'd gotten a normal amount of sleep, I'd still probably be fucked, but I'm in that mode of existance where like, I stare at my own fingers for ten minutes and completely forget where I am and what I was supposed to be doing.
I'm supposed to have class tonight too, which makes this a 12+ hour day for me if I don't walk out in the middle of Urban Ministry before I pass out. Hell, I already feel sick to my stomach.
No one to blame by myself. Such a pity, too. Even I like a scapegoat occasionally.
...man, I bet everyone's really sick and fucking tired of my whiny, self-centered posts. Heh.
I got to cat-nap for three and a half hours, dozing off for a few minutes at a time and then jerking awake to look at the clock, realize that it had only been a few minutes since the last time, only to doze off again.
I'm so tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired.
I'm supposed to do this thing...*gestures oh-so meaningfully*...for Christian Ed. Like, teach my peers. About like, philosophy of language and how that relates to theology. For twenty minutes. In front of my professor. While being videotaped.
I am so fucked.
Even if I'd gotten a normal amount of sleep, I'd still probably be fucked, but I'm in that mode of existance where like, I stare at my own fingers for ten minutes and completely forget where I am and what I was supposed to be doing.
I'm supposed to have class tonight too, which makes this a 12+ hour day for me if I don't walk out in the middle of Urban Ministry before I pass out. Hell, I already feel sick to my stomach.
No one to blame by myself. Such a pity, too. Even I like a scapegoat occasionally.
...man, I bet everyone's really sick and fucking tired of my whiny, self-centered posts. Heh.
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Date: 2006-04-10 02:11 pm (UTC)I'm sorry you feel bad. I hate it when you get into that tired state. It might just be you and me, but lately I've been really tired too. Sleeping for a few hours in the middle of the day.... staying up way to late
to play Kingdom Hearts II. I don't know. Is it the changing of the season that makes us feel so tired?And I'm sorry your classes are being such a pain in the ass. x__X That stupid stand up in front of the class thing doesn't sound fun.
Feel better! -hug-