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[lykomancer]

I didn't get to sleep.
I got to cat-nap for three and a half hours, dozing off for a few minutes at a time and then jerking awake to look at the clock, realize that it had only been a few minutes since the last time, only to doze off again.

I'm so tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired.

I'm supposed to do this thing...*gestures oh-so meaningfully*...for Christian Ed. Like, teach my peers. About like, philosophy of language and how that relates to theology. For twenty minutes. In front of my professor. While being videotaped.

I am so fucked.
Even if I'd gotten a normal amount of sleep, I'd still probably be fucked, but I'm in that mode of existance where like, I stare at my own fingers for ten minutes and completely forget where I am and what I was supposed to be doing.

I'm supposed to have class tonight too, which makes this a 12+ hour day for me if I don't walk out in the middle of Urban Ministry before I pass out. Hell, I already feel sick to my stomach.

No one to blame by myself. Such a pity, too. Even I like a scapegoat occasionally.

...man, I bet everyone's really sick and fucking tired of my whiny, self-centered posts. Heh.

Comments

[individual.livejournal.com]

No, we're not sick of your posts. At least I'm not. I post whiny posts a lot too. >__.

I'm sorry you feel bad. I hate it when you get into that tired state. It might just be you and me, but lately I've been really tired too. Sleeping for a few hours in the middle of the day.... staying up way to late to play Kingdom Hearts II. I don't know. Is it the changing of the season that makes us feel so tired?

And I'm sorry your classes are being such a pain in the ass. x__X That stupid stand up in front of the class thing doesn't sound fun.

Feel better! -hug-

[individual.livejournal.com]

See? I can't even post the goddamn thing right if I try three times. >__

0_0

[kytyngurl2.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Oh, hell man. I had no idea things were going so fucking rough for you. Shit. I'm so sorry to hear about all of this! I really really wish I wasn't dirt poor and in financial trouble myself so I could help you guys out somehow! I also wonder how far Ashland is... I don't want you to leave. T_T Oh god!

If you need someone to talk to, or someway to distract yourself. Please please feel free to call/email/drop by/anything. Okay? I might not be able to do much, but I am here for you. No matter what!

[felisdeityus.livejournal.com]

Meh-eheheh (that's a goat noise)

good luck with the academics.......

[dracschick.livejournal.com]

Hope you can get some rest.

*hugs*

do take care,
Chris

[gelfling8604.livejournal.com]

...Videotaped? Fuck.

Did it happen already? You still there?

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Well, long and over, thank god. It went atrociously, but that's ok, 'cause my professor then proceeded to comfort me by saying that she wasn't judging how good of a teacher we were but how much self-analysis we do about how we can improve. This involves watching said videotape...which is going to be a helluva trick considering that we don't have a VCR. ^__^;;;

[stickmarionette.livejournal.com]

Definitely not sick of your posts - in fact, if you didn't, I'd wonder if you were doing okay.