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I'm about to the point of cheerfully-- dangerously cheerfully-- announcing that I am leaving my apartment to stay at a hotel, and that my roommates have exactly two days to sort out all of their problems with one another and/or move out before I return home. I don't care what happens, so long as it is over and resolved by the 48-hour mark when I walk through my front door again; they can murder each other for all I care.
Just so we're clear on where I stand here.

Sincerely,
Management.

Current Mood: annoyed

Even when I'm silent, my throat is full of this: I am so in love that I want to lose my life...

myown_artist: I'm sorry I missed you and didn't get to say goodbye! Tom decided that things were pretty boring after EVERYONE bailed on us, and that he would get more sleep if we left tonight instead of waiting until morning.
I love you, sweetie, so much. I'm glad that I was able to see you and make you happy for a little while, and with any luck I'll be able to see you again soon.
I wish we would have gotten more of a chance to talk; our conversations are one of my favorite things about our relationship. I'll give you a call sometime when I'm not pulling my hair and freaking out because of homework [and you can tell me about Emily! :D].
*hugs*

ozen: Where the hell did you wander off to without saying anything, you freakin' cocktease!? (You and the gidgit mentioned below both left around the same time; something y'all wanna mention? *raises brow*) I didn't even get to say good-night to you either; or was I simply being too naughty for your taste?
*winks and smiles* I meant it, y'know. I feel comfortable with you, and I love you, too. I wouldn't tease like that... That was over-the-top even for me. I don't know if that even qualified as playing, and I don't mind if it doesn't.
I'll see you in a few weeks and then we can have lots o' fun running around the Cities.
^_^ *snuggle*

wolfe_guardian: You also ran off without saying much, and you are ALSO a cocktease. Just for the record. ^_^
(Geez, have Northlanders all forgotten the fine art of saying a simple "G'night" or "See ya"? *exasperated sigh*)
Man, oh man, you own my soul.
Yeah, I mean that, more or less.
And not just because I think you're pretty either, no.
Because you are funny, and smart, and cute, and charming, and a flirt, and an absolute enigma that could have me chasing shadows for hours. I'm a straight-forward, brutally honest person, and you simply aren't-- you amuse me; you baffle me; you make me really goddamn stupid.
*shrugs* So right now you own my soul.
I'm OK with this, but I did think you should know.

Right. It is 6 am, and I am going to go to bed!

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Matchbox 20-- The Difference

What Jess does NOT want:
1) To be poor and in debt for the rest of her life.
2) To hurt too many people along the way, while realizing some damage is inevitable.
3) To be bored.
4) To be stuck in any form of dead end-- career-wise, relationship-wise, emotionally, etc.
5) To reproduce.
6) To live someone else's fantasy.
7) To be so jealous/envious of other people.
8) To be confused about what she wants and what she's doing for the rest of her life.
9) To be such a lazy slacker procrastinator I-can-find-a-thousand-ways-to-kill-time bum.
10) To let everything she's done or become or learned go to waste.

What Jess does/might want:
1) To have financial security
2) To have a nice apartment/house that can be modified/customized to her likings without losing money or worrying about the landlord.
3) To be in a comfortable intimate relationship with 1+ other people.
4) To be published.
5) To be an editor or junior editor of fiction novels.
6) To be a junior photographer for some random newspaper or magazine.
7) To do the Peace Corps.
8) To play with wolves again. ^_^
9) To overthrow the religious right and thwart their nefarious plans.
10) To open a bookstore, a pet shop, or a small cafe/diner/restaurant.

Now, what I should do is try to break each one of these "To Do"'s into steps, and then see which of them I can accomplish the easiest and do them first, then take steps to get the more complex ones done.
Easier said than done. [See "Doesn't Want" #9]
*sigh*
Well, I took a step to getting something done at least. Even making the lists centers me a little bit more, and gives me a moment to think about what is important and what I might want to do. It's not like this is etched in stone; I can change my mind, but seeing it written down makes my mind feel less cluttered, y'know?

Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Elfen Lied OST-- Lillium (Saint version)

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