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lykomancerBeautiful.
Soul-achingly, mind-meltingly beautiful.
I'm sitting here with my windows wide, wide open-- and they have been all day-- sucking on a roast turkey wingbone and a Dove milk chocolate egg. The salty-savory and creamy sweet textures and flavors complement each other so well it makes my mouth water nonstop, and I'm going to wash it all down with a swallow of hot, slightly bitter black tea.
Yes, yes, it's tasty, beautifully tasty.
When Wendy and I were out driving around, we passed an outdoor thermometer that read "57". Fifty-seven degrees! And that was at 6 pm!
The weather was perfect all day, really perfect. Sunny and warm without being hot, and I felt this desire in the late afternoon to go to the park down the road and chase the squirrels (while yelling, "Sq'rrl! Sq'rrl!" at them like a demented lunatic). I want to buy a cheap, big, colorful child's play ball and play lazy man's soccer with Wendy and Jen. I want to buy rosemary olive oil bread and nice cheese and sparkling apple juice and sit around outside having a picnic. I want to meet random strangers and invite them to lunch with me to discuss poltics and philosophy and the meaning of life.
I laid on my bed most of the day in the sunshine, doing homework. I think I read most of the New Testament this afternoon, all completely out of order. I remember pieces of Galatians, Philippians, Romans, I Timothy, and Colossians. I don't know what the connecting theme was in all of the readings... That's a sign I didn't actually do what I was supposed to with the assignments (i.e. pay attention to them).
Talking to Annie on the phone.
I was reading in another one of my assignments that in India you can ask someone-- anyone-- to be an incarnation of the God for you.
Annie is my God incarnate. Whenever I'm around her, my heart is so full of love I think I could die. Love... Agape. My breast is full of agape, and there is no room for anything else.
Owen is planning on helping overthrow the evil religious right. That makes me love Owen a lot. (Philos...)
I should take a shower and lay by my windows naked, the cool breezes trailing over my skin like a lover's hand as I study Koine Greek, the ancient words reviving as they hit the warmth of my mouth.
I should not worry about anything, just for tonight.
Soul-achingly, mind-meltingly beautiful.
I'm sitting here with my windows wide, wide open-- and they have been all day-- sucking on a roast turkey wingbone and a Dove milk chocolate egg. The salty-savory and creamy sweet textures and flavors complement each other so well it makes my mouth water nonstop, and I'm going to wash it all down with a swallow of hot, slightly bitter black tea.
Yes, yes, it's tasty, beautifully tasty.
When Wendy and I were out driving around, we passed an outdoor thermometer that read "57". Fifty-seven degrees! And that was at 6 pm!
The weather was perfect all day, really perfect. Sunny and warm without being hot, and I felt this desire in the late afternoon to go to the park down the road and chase the squirrels (while yelling, "Sq'rrl! Sq'rrl!" at them like a demented lunatic). I want to buy a cheap, big, colorful child's play ball and play lazy man's soccer with Wendy and Jen. I want to buy rosemary olive oil bread and nice cheese and sparkling apple juice and sit around outside having a picnic. I want to meet random strangers and invite them to lunch with me to discuss poltics and philosophy and the meaning of life.
I laid on my bed most of the day in the sunshine, doing homework. I think I read most of the New Testament this afternoon, all completely out of order. I remember pieces of Galatians, Philippians, Romans, I Timothy, and Colossians. I don't know what the connecting theme was in all of the readings... That's a sign I didn't actually do what I was supposed to with the assignments (i.e. pay attention to them).
Talking to Annie on the phone.
I was reading in another one of my assignments that in India you can ask someone-- anyone-- to be an incarnation of the God for you.
Annie is my God incarnate. Whenever I'm around her, my heart is so full of love I think I could die. Love... Agape. My breast is full of agape, and there is no room for anything else.
Owen is planning on helping overthrow the evil religious right. That makes me love Owen a lot. (Philos...)
I should take a shower and lay by my windows naked, the cool breezes trailing over my skin like a lover's hand as I study Koine Greek, the ancient words reviving as they hit the warmth of my mouth.
I should not worry about anything, just for tonight.
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Date: 2005-03-28 07:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-28 08:36 pm (UTC)Squirrel chasing is awesome, especially where there's a lot of them. =]
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Date: 2005-03-30 03:30 pm (UTC)Anyways, I stumbled by your LJ name on the EnvyEd community and got very giddy and excited because I found the author of my favorite Envy/Ed fanfic! ^__^
I absolutely fucking love "Quintessence of Dusk" and it is the first yaoi fic to ever actually turn me on ( I mostly read yuris. ^__^ ). I ... don't know what that says about my subconcious ( My friends worried about me. :x ) but your fic was just so ... Envy and Ed. That fic epitomizes my perspective on the whole Envy/Ed pairing; I've always seen Envy as a sort of hateful, merciless, sly villian who detests Edward and yet at the same time, lusts after him. Hotness. And when he turned into Hughes? Oh my God, that was really something. o_o Just absolutely sadistic and cold, but MAN, did it work for the fanfic. ingenious. And I liked how Ed wasn't a completely helpless uke, unlike many yaoi fics out there. His ambitious and straightfoward personality just doesn't fit the uber-passive, girlie uke persona. I just LOVE the characterization in the fanfic. Perfection, babe. Utter perfection.
Have you seen the new movie trailer for FMA yet? Go to FM-A.com (http://www.fullmetal-alchemist.com) and look in the news section. The movie looks so unbelievably good; I cannot wait for it ...
I hope you don't midn if I add you to my list ... we should talk about FMA on AIM sometime or something. :)
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Date: 2005-03-30 05:25 pm (UTC)*blushes* Awwww... Thankies, thankies kindly. That was my very first foray into the world of yaoi writing (though I'd read a lot of them), and my first fan contribution to FMA, and my first completed piece of fanfiction! I'm glad that I was able to contribute something that so many people have enjoyed, and (from what I've seen), is held up as one of the gold medal winners of FMA slash writing, especially of EnEd. It was also one of the very first EnEd fics written, amazingly enough.
It means a lot to me.
I ... don't know what that says about my subconcious ( My friends worried about me. :x)
Oh, hon. I understand. What do you think it says about my subconscious that I wrote it? XD
Have you seen the new movie trailer for FMA yet?
No, I hadn't! Thanks for the link!
I hope you don't midn if I add you to my list ... we should talk about FMA on AIM sometime or something. :)
Nope, I don't mind at all.
We can definately chat! ^_^
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Date: 2005-03-30 06:26 pm (UTC)w00t! I'll add you to AIM as well. My AIM name is Malica Blacke.