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[lykomancer]

Hello? HELLO?! Is anyone out there?

Is everyone just not commenting-- lol, I do the same thing all the time; I don't blame anyone for it-- or is it just that no one's reading? Is it time for a flist cut? I can't tell anymore

Mostly, I'm just wondering if there's life out there.

Is there anything I can do to enliven things for anyone? I like interacting with people, really!

Comments

[ultrasushi.livejournal.com]

I still read all your entries! (Except maybe the drug-related ones, because that makes me uncomfortable. X3)

I'm just really shy and rarely comment. ;__;

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Except maybe the drug-related ones, because that makes me uncomfortable.

Ah. I didn't realize. I'm so used to people just thinking I'm fucking LOLLERIFFIC on drugs-- really, they just make me goofy-happy-- that I didn't think about that. That, and I hang out with lots of general hippies, vagrants, and rule-breakers. Nothing makes me uncomfortable-- and I do mean nothing, so it's hard for me to realize that others don't share my level of, uh... Well, whatever.


...actually, I feel really terrible and should apologize. I really did intend to play the RP. I did...and then Wendy left, and I suddenly realized that I could breathe again. I felt/feel like I had to seize the moment to reclaim any semblance of a real life and quickly threw all my energies into that. Like, I'm still obsessively vaccuuming several times a day on my days off. And doing dishes. It'll take a long time until I'm subconsciously convinced that I have control over my life and environment again.

I AM really sorry, though.

[ultrasushi.livejournal.com]

Oh, it's fine! It's just not something I like to read about, so I generally skip those parts and read the rest. :)

ghdsjhgj don't worry about it! I think it's amazing that you're finally having control over things, and I hope it stays that way! Would you like to quit the game or just go on hiatus for some time?

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Okay. I'll try to remember to put more cuts in, too, if you'd like. It's not like it's a vast hardship. ;D

I'll quit for now. I'd rather not sit on the characters if someone else wants to play, and I can always join again later. Again, I'm really sorry to be a disappointment.

[ultrasushi.livejournal.com]

Oh no, don't worry about it! It's fine, really.

It's alright! It was fun having you around. :)

[cephiedvariable.livejournal.com]

I read every post on my flist, but I've just been too busy and miserable this summer to post or comment. D:

Your recent happy entries have made me grin, though. ♥

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Shit, I'm sorry. Can I do anything to help? I'm actually kind of well-off for the all of the foreseeable future; if you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask. I've suffered my share of shitty summers (so many so that now every summer I have panic attacks and depressive episodes when the temp goes up...), and I don't want anyone else to deal with that.


Good. ♥ And thank you.

[cephiedvariable.livejournal.com]

Ha ha, I'm mostly okay. I'm just poor and sick all the time and my boss treats me like shit and I've been stressed about getting in my material to earn that video game writing internship I don't even care about anymore because all I want to do is write my fucking book and summer's almost over and I've only written 30,000 words of novel.

Mostly, I'm just whiny, lol, so I've been trying not to inflict myself on people (which just gets me in trouble. My rl friends have been abnormally clingy lately o__O).

I just want to do something for me, whine, whine, selfish, selfish, looool. It's almost over, though. You might appreciate this: although drugs are not usually my thing, my roomate is making yummy, yummy pot-banana-bread and getting me high as a kite the moment I'm finished submitting my test game. Hey- everyone deserves to act out of character at least once in a while, huh? XDDD

But thank you for the concern.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Hah. Bosses are all pretty much bastards. I've been told there's nice ones out there, but they seem like anomalies. Sucky.

I need a lot of alone time, myself. I understand; it's not so much selfishness as rejuvenation time. And it's worse when you want to get something done and can't 'cause PEOPLE ARE IN THE WAY WTF.
Yeah...I feel for you.


although drugs are not usually my thing, my roomate is making yummy, yummy pot-banana-bread and getting me high as a kite

Watch it on ingestion if you've never eaten it before. It hits noticeably harder. Also, don't mix it with anything else. I ate some brownies with port wine... Shit, was that a bad idea. Nooooo.


You deserve it. You're a good person, Cephied.

[cephiedvariable.livejournal.com]

Oh no, I've been high once in much the same manner. I was pretty much the most miserable high person in the world. I kept insisting I was COMPLETELY FINE THIS STUFF IS NOT WORKING FOR SERIOUS and I, uh, called the pizza guy a guttersnipe because he was all like: "IZ IT GOOD STUFF!?" when I was trying to pay for our garlic fingers. I MEAN, YEAH. I WAS HIGH. WAS IT ANY OF HIS BUSINESS!?

But this time it's just me, my roomate and our requisite guy-friend to complete the trio. We've planned to get high and talk about Dungeons and Dragons and comic books, so I'm sure it'll go over much better, har har.

In short: don't worry about me. XDDD

[cephiedvariable.livejournal.com]

On another note, I love your icon. ♥!

[chauni.livejournal.com]

I'm reeeeading!

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Me, too. Even if I don't know what to say. D:

[chauni.livejournal.com]

I know! That's my problem, too. ;-;

[dreadnot.livejournal.com]

I'm doing a crap job of commenting, but I'm reading.

Actually, I'm really happy to hear that life seems to be taking a good turn for you. ♥

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

That's a-okay. I just am not sure if I'm boring, or if people don't comment-- which, as I mentioned, I rarely do myself, so I'm not one to talk.

[keio.livejournal.com]

Lurking, lurking, like big old sea creatures. ^o^ノ

Well it's not exactly 'life' over here, but we're working on it ^^;;

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Sea creatures!

*noddles* Just checking in with everyone.

[poftd.livejournal.com]

I read! Suck at commenting. OTL

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Gotcha. Thanks!

[a-white-rain.livejournal.com]

I haven't been commenting much in general. But I still read

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Okay!~ Cool, thanks!

[individual.livejournal.com]

NO NO, I READ. ALL THE TIME. Actually, your journal's are probably my favorite to read, to be honest. I'm just a lazy commenter. XD BUT I LOVE YOU I PROMISE.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Awwww, thanks! Mostly I was just checking to see if I was talking to myself, and I'm kind of glad to see I'm not. Thank you for your thoughts!

[nifty-trousers.livejournal.com]

your blog is how I get my stalker groove on. ;)

But ralleh, I do like seeing what yer up to, usually brained out too much to re: with anything meaningful, but you know I'm rooting for ya, right?

Oh, and there's this.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Oh, Tim, how I miss you and your eccentric wisdom. ♥ all over you, buddy. Oh yeah.

[bakkhos.livejournal.com]

lksajdfhlas

Monday is gdoing to be emabrtassing.

i balem you,.

[bakkhos.livejournal.com]

ican do this becvause i picked up th etab. haha now i'm tping lke a myspace peron.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

I am fucking dying laughing here. Oh godf. Thank you.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

DUDE, YOU CAN'T EVEN TYPE. That's lolleriffic!

[bakkhos.livejournal.com]

FDuck you. In two weeks Dan and I are going to get drugs and see I CAN TYPE LOOK AT ME BACKSPACE BAR IS MY FRIEND>. When we get the hookups maybe you can come and be our friend.,

Lol!Randy hates me!!!!!! But i can'ty help ot because he's from the 18th century.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

YAY DRUGS! \o/

LOL. Fuck Randy. His sense of humor is autistic and doesn't play well with others.


...bunny-icon. ROFFLE.

[badjelly.livejournal.com]

flol

[die-monster.livejournal.com]

Normally I'm in the reading-but-not-commenting camp but lately I've just been away from LJ. Financially screwed, manic depressive bullshit, and my arthritis or whatever it is has moved into my hands, so just normal library work blows goats, typing and crap is just not gonna happen, heh. But I'm still here! How's Pi? Richter I'm-a-fuckin-Belmont Belmont shed last night, so I had him out today for some good ol' snakey neck massage therapy.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

*noddles* Like I mentioned to Cephied up in the comments, my summers so commonly suck ass that I now have Pavlovian depressive episodes in response to high temperatures. WTF. I feel your pain.

Pi's eyes are finally all cloudy! She's going to shed; yay! She's really unhappy now that she can't see well, though.

[eviloverqueen.livejournal.com]

I'm still here, I just don't comment a lot. :

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

*nodnod* Okay!

[ozen.livejournal.com]

*waves* I'm over heeere...

I feel like I comment fairly regularly, despite that most of my comments are pretty lame and/or dispense unsolicited (and probably not very good) advice.

Which is really a habit I need to break. -_-;;

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, I know you're around! ♥

[maxxim-huzzah.livejournal.com]

Sorry! I DO read your entries, but most times I don't know what to say--you sound pretty busy (or pretty awesome), or you've dealt with customers that I know would have me in tears, or fired--and you handle a lot of stuff much better than I do. I'm learning from a master like you? XD

Also, I just moved back to the U.S. @__________@;;

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Oh! Where? On the west coast, right? How'd the move go?

[maxxim-huzzah.livejournal.com]

LOL, probably the best move I never had to do. I was so shellshocked and navel-gazey about everything that my nice town ladies moved everything for me. XD

Seattle greeted me with its true face--a cloudy sky and rain just perfect for jumping into traffic or getting trashed/caffeinated. I'm home!

Have reunited with the Parental Units and the Siblings ♥ Am now awaiting a possible collision of family wills, while a small ship comes from Japan to return my Japanese stuff. XD XD

I really just want an excuse to use my super-sexy Zuzu icon. Yep

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Good luck with everything! Seems like its going well; may that continue for you.

[empty-geas.livejournal.com]

*peeks out of lurkerdom and waves* Being eaten by work, but still here and reading/watching.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

*waves* H'okay!

[herongale]

Count me in with the readers. I just happen to be super busy and not on LJ that much. And, er, although I find drug related posts interesting, I am always tempted to lecture people. You prolly don't need any lectures though. :D

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Heh, I appreciate the concern, but I'll pass on the lecture, thanks. ♥