*palmface*

[lykomancer]

You know, I KNEW I shouldn't touch that money in my account when I checked it at the mall on Wednesday.

But I thought maybe I'd be ok, right? I rationalized it.

DUMB.
DUMB.
DUMB.

After my nearly $300 deposit clears, I will have $2.15 to my name.

Fuckity, fuck.

Goddamn, I hate bounce fees.


I was angry about it about an hour ago.

And then I decided that being pissed off and regretful and self-loathing was no way to spend my day off.

So I decided to make lunch instead.

I baked corn muffins and sliced up watermelon and pineapple, hand-made something like Italian dressing for meatless pasta salad, and am thawing chicken to be barbequed.

Fuck you, reality. I'm having a picnic.
Literally.

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[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't be concerned except for the fact that we have very limited food and I somehow have to produce $485 dollars for rent of next week's $280 check.

Now, my math is bad, but, uh, not bad enough to not know that I'm in trouble.