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[lykomancer]

Ehhhhhh... Life's not fun right now.
Life is, in fact, a pain in the ass.

I'm really fucking tired, and my hips hurt badly enough that I caught myself limping on the way home, this was the longest five hour shift EVER, and I got to get up at freaking 7 am to go back in for another 6 hours.
DO NOT WANT.
I don't want to get up and I don't want to go back there and I'm tired of my back and hips screaming in pain. This SUCKS; I want a REFUND.

And then I have to get some reading done for Ethics-- since I've done absolutely none of the work for either of my classes in weeks-- and then get up dirt-early on Monday so that I can deposit my paycheck and apply for both advances off of next semester's financial aid (so that I can pay December's rent) before class.

I've got to finish that naruto_wishlist fic, and I have two final papers/projects coming up, and I work ALL THE FREAKING TIME. I have so little time to depressurize and I need it specifically for that purpose-- destressing-- and yet I need to do my classwork, too.

Man, I'm just tired. I just need a few days off...
...and I'm not going to get them. Not for at least another month.
My choices in the meantime are a) die or b) dig until I manage to find some shred of that がんばって spirit, ne?


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*Destressing (currently) = GIN-PORN. Oh my god, it devastates me. I don't even LIKE the other half of most pairings-- Aizen, Kira-- but that doesn't even matter, 'cause it's GIN. Nothing makes me happier at this moment.

Comments

[beachlass.livejournal.com]

Oh, it sucks to be exhausted with no relief in sight. I'll be thinking of you. Sadly, I have no Gin porn to offer.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Ug, whoever decided that finals and holiday work hours needed to occur at the same time needs to die. But, hey, if I don't actually physically die, it'll make me stronger. Right? RIGHT!? *cries*
Awwww, I appreciate the thought, though.

[beachlass.livejournal.com]

It will make you stronger. And you will be one of those people that sales clerks in the future will heap blessings on because you somehow exude understanding at them during the holiday rush.

And once the nightmares wear off (you know I had waitressing nightmares for about ten years after quitting), you'll look back and laugh.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Ug. Waitressing. UG! *shudders*
I think everyone who's ever waitressed has nightmares about it. That's one hellish job.

[lovingyouin1963.livejournal.com]

My body sucks ass, too. Stupid Fibromyalgia!!! And I work at RadioShack, so I know what it's like to have 5 hours feel more like 10, LOL.

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Yeah, usually five hour shifts are like a cakewalk, but yesterday was just terrible for some reason. But it's over, and I don't have to deal with work for another three days now, thank god.

[individual.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. I hope you're able to distress, at least a little bit. Keep looking toward that horizon to breakness, I suppose. At least Christmas is coming up. Or something.

Did you also request a fic/art or whatever for the naruto_wishlist? At least you can look foward to that. Good luck.

[dracschick.livejournal.com]

good luck with everything.

*hugs*

take care,
Chris