OH MY GOD I'M OLD

[lykomancer]

--insert self-centered emo angst involving bitching about the unfairness of life, my own weaknesses and unresolved psychological problems, lack of self-control and/or ambition, etc., etc., etc., here--


I'm a totally awesome person. I am satisfied with my life and happy with where I am right now. I am attractive and intelligent and funny, and other people like being around me. I enjoy being me, even when I fuck up and want to headdesk because I'm being stupid.

I am pleased and honored to know (and have known) the people with whom I have crossed paths over the course of my life. I am indebted to all of you; you've supported me, loved me, taught me, and entertained me, and I hope that I have given back even half of what you've all given me.

(AHAHAHAHAHAH, WINE GOES TO MY HEAD SO FAST.
I haven't even drank a full eight oz and I feel wonky and silly.)

Really...I'm just happy. Everything seems like it's going to be ok and I feel unshakably confident in myself, my skills, and my ability to land on my feet.

Yay.

Comments

[felisdeityus.livejournal.com]

OI! You're not allowed your quarter-life crisis this year, you had to have that last year, damnit!
But isn't it funny when, after you pass through your early twenties, you sort of go.. 'oh'...

Did you dream of dancing penguins?

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

I'm not crisis-ing. I feel sort of like I should, but the idea makes me LOL a lot 'cause it's so entirely silly. I feel GOOD, not bitching or sad.

I don't know; I'm not realling going, "...oh." I'm kind of more going, *SPAZZFLAILYAY!* "Ice cream cake and sushi and long island iced teas and clubbing this weekend! YAY!"

Nope! No penguies. No peenes, either, for that matter. XD

[felisdeityus.livejournal.com]

Hey! Crisis can be in a good way too. Maybe. Okay, quarter-life schitzo? Ahh, I'm joking, you munt! I'm tired, shuush! At least people don't already call you 'Nana Claire' simply because you're a couple of years older than them and mildly more responsible (they're all going to get a shock when they see me drunk... I'm dreadful when I'm drunk).
*hugs* Yeah, yeah, you go celebrate on MY BIRTHDAY! Even though it's MINE and I claim it! Har! *dies*

[lykomancer.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'll have a drink in your honor! I will raise my long island and yell, "THIS IS FOR THAT MUNTY NEW ZEALANDER, CLAIRE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY."

Hah, I can't really imagine you as being the grown-up one... Not saying that you aren't responsible and all, but...well...you know.

[felisdeityus.livejournal.com]

Well, I suppose I'm kind of FROM a long island XD

Neither can I, but I am. It's scarey 0__o