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I didn't get to sleep.
I got to cat-nap for three and a half hours, dozing off for a few minutes at a time and then jerking awake to look at the clock, realize that it had only been a few minutes since the last time, only to doze off again.

I'm so tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired.

I'm supposed to do this thing...*gestures oh-so meaningfully*...for Christian Ed. Like, teach my peers. About like, philosophy of language and how that relates to theology. For twenty minutes. In front of my professor. While being videotaped.

I am so fucked.
Even if I'd gotten a normal amount of sleep, I'd still probably be fucked, but I'm in that mode of existance where like, I stare at my own fingers for ten minutes and completely forget where I am and what I was supposed to be doing.

I'm supposed to have class tonight too, which makes this a 12+ hour day for me if I don't walk out in the middle of Urban Ministry before I pass out. Hell, I already feel sick to my stomach.

No one to blame by myself. Such a pity, too. Even I like a scapegoat occasionally.

...man, I bet everyone's really sick and fucking tired of my whiny, self-centered posts. Heh.