Oh, honey. I am honest. The teasing, the playing...I'm a performer at heart. I'm very concious of what I'm doing. I've always been this way. I now just have a measure of control over it so I can get some enjoyment out of it. I would be dishonest about myself if I didn't act this way. It's who I am.
I find it funny, though, that you're not the only one who thinks I'm dishonest. According to societal standards, I'm not. But I've been so far outside societal standards since the day I was born, they don't really apply to me. Trust me hon. If I was any other way, that would be the false person.
Sorry if it seemed like I buggered out on you guys. They were watching a recording of the show upstairs, and I really wanted to see it. I came back down, but I thought you guys would still be there. Annie didn't show up till after that, either. I'm soooooo coming down to see you guys next weekend, though.
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Date: 2005-04-09 10:34 am (UTC)I find it funny, though, that you're not the only one who thinks I'm dishonest. According to societal standards, I'm not. But I've been so far outside societal standards since the day I was born, they don't really apply to me. Trust me hon. If I was any other way, that would be the false person.
Sorry if it seemed like I buggered out on you guys. They were watching a recording of the show upstairs, and I really wanted to see it. I came back down, but I thought you guys would still be there. Annie didn't show up till after that, either. I'm soooooo coming down to see you guys next weekend, though.
Enjoy the morning after, sweetcakes ;-p