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lykomancerAh. Back in my own quarters, fed, showered, unpacked and put away. Caught up on most of my internet interests, comics (yay, SailorPtah! You are cool!), etc, and am now seriously considering going to bed just for the pleasure of sleeping in my own blankets.
Break did weird things to my mind. I walked in the door of my own room and was so overwhelmed by...whatever feeling that is that I almost threw up on the floor. Yay.
Muscles I knew I had only in theory are aching, thanks to Kris and her damned stubborn horse. Wheee! Riding is fun though, even though Perl has definitive ideas about where to go and how fast she wants to go to get there and doesn't appear to mind jouncing the living beJesus out of you in the process.
Sigh. I really have nothing worth saying.
[spell your first name backwards]- acisseJ or just sseJ
[the story behind your username]- Lykomancer = "divine oracle of the wolves", or "wolf prophet": Lykos- Gk. "wolf", mancer- derived from Gk. manteia, "divination, oracle, prophet."
Other names used include Pyromancer (Divine oracle of fire), FrostRiven (the last name of one of my werewolf characters who suffers a great deal for most of her life), and WindChaser (because I chase after that which I cannot have, and wouldn't know what to do with even if I did have it).
[how old?]- 23
[where do you live?]- Currently, northern Wisconsin. Before that, northern Pennsylvania. After this, Minneapolis-St. Paul area of Minnesota.
[four words that sum you up]- Writer, reader, lazy, opinionated
-describe your..-
[wallet]- Fake giraffe fur exterior, black meshy interior. Contains my state and college ID, otherwise usually empty.
[jewelry worn daily]- Two pairs of simple small wire hoop earrings with dark purple and blue beads, a plain steel labret stud (14 gauge), two titanium hoops (14 gauge), a round piece of jade engraved with a pair of fish on a black cord, and a rose quartz howling wolf on a black cord tight as a collar.
[pillow cover]- Two bright rainbow tiedyed, two bright yellow, and one white pillowsham with blue county geese.
[coffee cup]- Whatever contains the coffee. My own mugs are tapered (smaller at the bottom and wider at the top), cream colored with a dark green lip.
[shoes]- Blue, white, and silver sneakers.
[cologne/perfume]- All natural body odor. ^_^ Sometimes sandlewood essence.
[cd in stereo right now]- One of the burned Porno Graffitti CDs Angela made me.
[clothes that you're wearing now]- Yellow t-shirt material pj pants with dark blue mash stripes down the outside of the leg and a Secret of NIMH tanktop from Hot Topic.
[hair]- Dark brown, short, curly, and independent of me.
[some of your favorite movies]- Lion King, Boondock Saints, Fight Club, Titus, Saving Grace, Princess Mononoke...
[something you're looking forward to in the next couple of months]- Starting at seminary school. *crosses fingers*
[the last thing you ate] - Supper in the Crap-O-teria.
[something that you are deathly afraid of]- Heights and high places.
-do you...-
[like incense?]- *shrugs*
[believe in love?]- Yes.
[believe in soulmates?]- Yes, but not only romantic ones. I believe that it is possible to have soulmates that are good friends, parent-figures, mentors, inspirations, and much more.
[believe in love at first sight?]- Lust in first sight, maybe
[believe in forgiveness?]- By God if not by man.
[smoke?]- Sometimes.
[do drugs?]- Again, sometimes. When other people invite me to share with them.
[sleep with stuffed animals?]- Yes. *eyes Freud, the human-sized catfish*
[read the newspaper?]- No. I don't want to make myself suicidal.
[believe in miracles?]- I want to, but can't make that final leap of faith... (I told you, I'm afraid of heights. ^_^)
[believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?]- Faithful to what? A relationship? Faithful as friends, yes. As lovers... *shrug* ...probably, but I don't see why there should be such a strong emphasis on sexual restraint. Faithful to self? Yes, but only when one's sense of self changes as one grows older, and these changes are acknowledged properly. To God? Yes.
[like the taste of alcohol?]- Not by itself. *thinks of Everclear and shudders* But in drinks, it's ok.
[believe in God?]- Yes, but probably not your definition of God.
[have any secrets?]- Not really.
[hav any pets?]- Seven rats: SFR Ossian, RHR Kohaku Nushi, MHR Mystic, Pocket, SFR Tahitian Coconut (aka Nezumi-chan), MHR Titania, and MHR Hermia. (The capital letters in front are breeder initials so SFR= Silver Fuzz Rattery, RHR= Raven's Heart Rattery, and MHR= Mead Hall Rattery, which was my own.)
[go or plan to go to college?]- Hell, I'm done with college!
[have any piercings?]- Three in my left ear, one in my right, my labret (a kind of lip piercing), and both nipples.
[have any tattoos?]- Two. My koi on my right thigh and the mutilated kanji for "endurance" over my heart.
[hate yourself?]- I used to, by it was a really pointless expenditure of energy.
[trust others easily?]- Trust them to do what?
[like sarcasm?]- Yup. Sarcasm rocks my socks.
[like to take walks in the rain?]- In warm rain, and with a hat on.
[have any scars?]- A few: a dog bite on my chin, a tear inside my earlobe where an earring ripped almost out, a mark on my leg where I gouged myself on a stick while crayfish hunting in the Susquehanna...
-when's the last time you..-
[cried]- Can't remember.
[bought something]- Like two nights ago, I bought food at... DAMN! I left my tasty-good soy milk at Angela's!!
[gotten sick]- About three weeks ago.
[sang]- Five seconds ago.
[ate]- Hour and a half ago.
[been kissed]- A year ago...maybe more. Unless you count Annie's mostly platonic kisses. If you count those, it was about two weeks ago.
[felt stupid]- I almost drove in front of a van in someone else's car with no driver's license, and I knew the damn thing was there.
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't]- Too long ago to remember.
[met someone new]- Last week visiting the seminary I'm planning to attend I met lots of new people.
[moved on]- Constantly.
[talked to an ex]- The day of my capstone presentation, so... April 6th.
[missed an ex]- Never.
[talked to someone you have a crush on]- Too long ago to remember. (Eee... I haven't had a crush in a long damn time.)
[had a serious talk]- I don't remember, but it wasn't that long ago.
Break did weird things to my mind. I walked in the door of my own room and was so overwhelmed by...whatever feeling that is that I almost threw up on the floor. Yay.
Muscles I knew I had only in theory are aching, thanks to Kris and her damned stubborn horse. Wheee! Riding is fun though, even though Perl has definitive ideas about where to go and how fast she wants to go to get there and doesn't appear to mind jouncing the living beJesus out of you in the process.
Sigh. I really have nothing worth saying.
[spell your first name backwards]- acisseJ or just sseJ
[the story behind your username]- Lykomancer = "divine oracle of the wolves", or "wolf prophet": Lykos- Gk. "wolf", mancer- derived from Gk. manteia, "divination, oracle, prophet."
Other names used include Pyromancer (Divine oracle of fire), FrostRiven (the last name of one of my werewolf characters who suffers a great deal for most of her life), and WindChaser (because I chase after that which I cannot have, and wouldn't know what to do with even if I did have it).
[how old?]- 23
[where do you live?]- Currently, northern Wisconsin. Before that, northern Pennsylvania. After this, Minneapolis-St. Paul area of Minnesota.
[four words that sum you up]- Writer, reader, lazy, opinionated
-describe your..-
[wallet]- Fake giraffe fur exterior, black meshy interior. Contains my state and college ID, otherwise usually empty.
[jewelry worn daily]- Two pairs of simple small wire hoop earrings with dark purple and blue beads, a plain steel labret stud (14 gauge), two titanium hoops (14 gauge), a round piece of jade engraved with a pair of fish on a black cord, and a rose quartz howling wolf on a black cord tight as a collar.
[pillow cover]- Two bright rainbow tiedyed, two bright yellow, and one white pillowsham with blue county geese.
[coffee cup]- Whatever contains the coffee. My own mugs are tapered (smaller at the bottom and wider at the top), cream colored with a dark green lip.
[shoes]- Blue, white, and silver sneakers.
[cologne/perfume]- All natural body odor. ^_^ Sometimes sandlewood essence.
[cd in stereo right now]- One of the burned Porno Graffitti CDs Angela made me.
[clothes that you're wearing now]- Yellow t-shirt material pj pants with dark blue mash stripes down the outside of the leg and a Secret of NIMH tanktop from Hot Topic.
[hair]- Dark brown, short, curly, and independent of me.
[some of your favorite movies]- Lion King, Boondock Saints, Fight Club, Titus, Saving Grace, Princess Mononoke...
[something you're looking forward to in the next couple of months]- Starting at seminary school. *crosses fingers*
[the last thing you ate] - Supper in the Crap-O-teria.
[something that you are deathly afraid of]- Heights and high places.
-do you...-
[like incense?]- *shrugs*
[believe in love?]- Yes.
[believe in soulmates?]- Yes, but not only romantic ones. I believe that it is possible to have soulmates that are good friends, parent-figures, mentors, inspirations, and much more.
[believe in love at first sight?]- Lust in first sight, maybe
[believe in forgiveness?]- By God if not by man.
[smoke?]- Sometimes.
[do drugs?]- Again, sometimes. When other people invite me to share with them.
[sleep with stuffed animals?]- Yes. *eyes Freud, the human-sized catfish*
[read the newspaper?]- No. I don't want to make myself suicidal.
[believe in miracles?]- I want to, but can't make that final leap of faith... (I told you, I'm afraid of heights. ^_^)
[believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?]- Faithful to what? A relationship? Faithful as friends, yes. As lovers... *shrug* ...probably, but I don't see why there should be such a strong emphasis on sexual restraint. Faithful to self? Yes, but only when one's sense of self changes as one grows older, and these changes are acknowledged properly. To God? Yes.
[like the taste of alcohol?]- Not by itself. *thinks of Everclear and shudders* But in drinks, it's ok.
[believe in God?]- Yes, but probably not your definition of God.
[have any secrets?]- Not really.
[hav any pets?]- Seven rats: SFR Ossian, RHR Kohaku Nushi, MHR Mystic, Pocket, SFR Tahitian Coconut (aka Nezumi-chan), MHR Titania, and MHR Hermia. (The capital letters in front are breeder initials so SFR= Silver Fuzz Rattery, RHR= Raven's Heart Rattery, and MHR= Mead Hall Rattery, which was my own.)
[go or plan to go to college?]- Hell, I'm done with college!
[have any piercings?]- Three in my left ear, one in my right, my labret (a kind of lip piercing), and both nipples.
[have any tattoos?]- Two. My koi on my right thigh and the mutilated kanji for "endurance" over my heart.
[hate yourself?]- I used to, by it was a really pointless expenditure of energy.
[trust others easily?]- Trust them to do what?
[like sarcasm?]- Yup. Sarcasm rocks my socks.
[like to take walks in the rain?]- In warm rain, and with a hat on.
[have any scars?]- A few: a dog bite on my chin, a tear inside my earlobe where an earring ripped almost out, a mark on my leg where I gouged myself on a stick while crayfish hunting in the Susquehanna...
-when's the last time you..-
[cried]- Can't remember.
[bought something]- Like two nights ago, I bought food at... DAMN! I left my tasty-good soy milk at Angela's!!
[gotten sick]- About three weeks ago.
[sang]- Five seconds ago.
[ate]- Hour and a half ago.
[been kissed]- A year ago...maybe more. Unless you count Annie's mostly platonic kisses. If you count those, it was about two weeks ago.
[felt stupid]- I almost drove in front of a van in someone else's car with no driver's license, and I knew the damn thing was there.
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't]- Too long ago to remember.
[met someone new]- Last week visiting the seminary I'm planning to attend I met lots of new people.
[moved on]- Constantly.
[talked to an ex]- The day of my capstone presentation, so... April 6th.
[missed an ex]- Never.
[talked to someone you have a crush on]- Too long ago to remember. (Eee... I haven't had a crush in a long damn time.)
[had a serious talk]- I don't remember, but it wasn't that long ago.
