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Feeling a touch melancholy.*

Kind of wish I was dating someone. Not in the practical sense. I don't actually want to deal with someone else and their issues. I would, however, like to feel desirable again. Not physically desirable, but mentally/spiritually. Most days I don't feel like I've ever known anyone who's really loved me (romantically), but even if I assume that's not true, it's still been over a decade since someone was interested in me as a whole person.

I am unwanted. And that feels harsh.






*I can't complain much though, since this is the first down day I've had since I started my meds.

Date: 2013-08-05 10:24 pm (UTC)
go_dog_go: Kermit the frog parodying a Calvin Klein underwear ad with the text "sexy beast" (sexy beast)
From: [personal profile] go_dog_go
Once again you and I overlap at certain edges: Want/do not want.

When I bother to fantasize about those holistic relationships I don't actually want to deal with, the imaginary suitors my brain barfs out have personalities very similar to your own.

If that helps any? *shrug*

Date: 2013-08-06 07:23 pm (UTC)
go_dog_go: Kermit the frog parodying a Calvin Klein underwear ad with the text "sexy beast" (sexy beast)
From: [personal profile] go_dog_go
Totally not lying.

Snarky, nerdy, intellectual, impatient, self-aware. That's what I fantasize about. Someone who could shut me up.

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